I feel as if I was givin the greatest gift of all, the desire to always find something new, or even that neccesity to always go beyond. I think my life is been pretty crazy, just from all that I have lived, and seen as well. I'm a spiritual person, and I admire the wisdom of my elders, the ones who have been up and down my path hundreds of time, the ones who can see right threw me and know what goes on in my head. I dont know, the psychology of life is so intresting to me, just the fact that one can come to understand so much, yet know nothing of what it really is, or how everybody is the same in a moral way, in how we act, or how we feel. To me, it's one huge drug frenzy. Yeah it problably sounds like I'm all obsessed with drugs, and as weird as it might sound, it's my reality. But please understand, its no the drugs, but my way of thinking and seeing life.
This is my home, were I had my spiritual awakining. Read my stuff to understand before you judge
I have a drug usage problem, im compulsive, and not to mention out of controll. But it's not the drugs that are my issue, it's my emotions. honestly i can describe it and how it affects me, but it's way to long, i can write an entire book on it.
Well my whole life isn't about therapy and drugs, i like to do a lot of other things. I like long boarding and just talking about the mystery's of the world. Like i said at the beginning, i always try to find new things, so i pretty much like being informed on a lot of stuff that goes on in the world. I like going on hikes, and seeing the beauty that surrounds us, and that I ignore being all caught up on my selfish life. I always try to expand my social circle, even though it's hard meeting new people sometimes.
These are friends from rehab, the reason they look so dirty is because we are hard workers. In this picture, there was a huge fire really close to the place, it was controlled and nobody got hurt. So then we decide to go and get all of the burn trees and bushes and use it for firewood so we can cook.
If we really get into the program, and our sponsors notice change in our behavior, we are sent to a halfway house, and there we go out to work. Sometimes we will clean up parks, pull weeds, plant trees, all that fun stuff. Sometimes though it gets intense, we unload a truck full of bricks, or we will participate on constructions jobs and mix cement and all that. People in the town always offer us jobs, and trust me, being inside for a long time before going to the halfway house, we love working, and the harder the better. In my opinion, that place helped me build character.
If we really get into the program, and our sponsors notice change in our behavior, we are sent to a halfway house, and there we go out to work. Sometimes we will clean up parks, pull weeds, plant trees, all that fun stuff. Sometimes though it gets intense, we unload a truck full of bricks, or we will participate on constructions jobs and mix cement and all that. People in the town always offer us jobs, and trust me, being inside for a long time before going to the halfway house, we love working, and the harder the better. In my opinion, that place helped me build character.